Friday, May 07, 2004

On the binge

You may leave your complaints to the bitching department otherwise post a comment on my handy dandy upgrades to my blog. :::grins:::

Currently at Marianno's house kicking it up after drinking at the local pub in Reedley. Nothing better to do then hang out with Michelle and Marianno who are completely smashed and hitting on each other. Not that I mind being the third wheel or anything which is not a big deal. Things have been good for me lately with my job and my family life of staying home and going to work. Not that I am complaining one little bit whatsoever believe you and me this is the life.

I am going to kill the person who messed with my website and screwed everything up for me because hell I wouldn't do that to you. So I am going to change all my passwords because its apparent to me that some people can't be trusted.

Well I hope that you all missed me and I will try to get on her more often to post some stuff. Life is pretty busy.

smooches. Cassie

Sunday, March 28, 2004

Shock .... Gasp.... an update......

You may leave your complaints to the bitching department otherwise post a comment on my handy dandy upgrades to my blog. :::grins:::

Well not a lot happening except that I have a new job as a CNC operator in Reedley where I get really dirty and mess up my hands with metal slivers. My friend in Alabama is going to move out here to get away from his life there and start a new here in Fresno. Although he is a very cool person Cedar my cousin is probally going to kill me for letting him come out here and stay with me. I have to admit I am looking forward to having a partner in crime to play non stop video games with and go clubbing like I have been doing. You can catch me at Rivers night club in Kingsburg. It's a cool ass spot that has the music full blast and the alcolhol which is pretty reasonably priced is really good. My friends from work are cool to work with and I have a good time there when things are going good. I have learned alot since I started but I still don't know how to program because all those G codes look like mumble jumble. So I will be back in a few weeks posting like crazy asap when I get my computer back from my cousin who did a few upgrades and a little tweaking to the computer to make it run faster with a hell of a lot of more memory to boot. I miss all of you guys and hope that you are still reading. I am doing fine and I am in good health. I am pretty happy with my life things are finally starting to look up. But for a few mishaps with money and finances where shit went awry I have had to stretch a buck further than you can imagine thats possible. Oh yeah I lost a 15 pounds which is a blessing and I am currently losing more weight. My goal is to lose till I am at least 130 which would suit my frame and make me completely happy. I will be perming my hair so thats its curly and easier to manage than my straight hair that I have to come up with ideas to style. I dyed my hair back to my natural color of dark brown with auburn highlights. But I will dye it a dark red that is almost black called black cherry which is really pretty in the light. So if you know my number call me cause I would love to hear from you. It's 1-559-232-0891 if I do not answer its because I am running my machine or I am sleeping. My break times are 5:00 7:30 and 10:00. I go to work at 2:30 so any time before that which is good. So love you all miss you stop by from time to time cause I will be posting soon. I have access to a computer from my neighbors so it will have to be on the weekends. Kisses and hugs in all that Jazz muah!

Sunday, January 04, 2004

Bring in the new year

Well its another day in cleaning and throwing away shit that I do not need which probally practically everything I own. lol But things are looking up my face has cleared dramatically and I am no longer stressed out and unhappy. Things are not a 100% by no means but at least life has calmed down quite a lot. I don't have to worry about things anymore which is a blessing in disquise I think. Going to be getting a car soon as my tax return papers get here and I will go get my stuff all legit and be riding a car for once instead of riding my bike. Not that it didn't do me any good for my figure which helped keep whatever I was eating off my hips lol. But I am currently losing more weight since I don't feel the need to stuff my face at all which is a good thing. I talked to some good friends online who were pretty cool to chat with even though they were more than slightly intoxicated which I watched them drink glass after glass of sipping whiskey. Damm that is some potent stuff to say the least but hey that's there liver. I stayed up waiting for my brother to help me remove some useless furniture in my kitchen where I will be getting a new table and chairs plus a freezer to store meat and stuff like that. All in all I think I made out like a fat rat since the stuff is free and I don't have to pay a cent!!! I am thinking of getting some flower type stuff to put in the kitchen make it a more earthy feel to it since it is already green and has faeries in it. I think it will add a little more spice to it then just adding some more faerie pictures by Anne Geddess who is one of my favorite baby photograghers who captures babies in all that magical light.

I was thinking for my bedroom to go and make some velvet curtains in there to give it a gothic feel to it. I have this cool candle holder that is old my great grandmother gave me that is silver and slightly tarnished but I think it gives it a gothic feel to it. She is also giving me a bedroom set that is a four poster bed heavy cherry oak furniture that will look pretty awesome given that I refurnish my blankets to a dark cherry red or a burgandy color to set it off just right. Add a few rose gold shiny pillows that I was eyeballing with my mother at the fabric store and I could really have a little get away coming about. Plus add some silk ties to the whole works and you can use your imagination from there. Not like I am dating anyone right now which I think is a major plus. I can get my shit in order and figure out what the hell I am going to do with it. Besides I have friends right now and that is a good thing. Well I am out of here gentle readers stay out of trouble and stay focused.

Friday, January 02, 2004

Another bad day enough said?!!!

Free at last Free at last Thank God Almighty I am free at last

Freedom is the most precious gift anyone could give someone...

Things are really crazy right now and having very little sleep doesn't help.

But at least things are getting better my house is now half way clean tonight I will shampoo the carpets till they are the color they were when I moved in here.

Thursday, January 01, 2004

New years spent delivering newspapers in my pj's (winnie the pooh's) which was rainy and miserable which I guess is the way it is supposed to be. The day turned out alright except too many miserable shit at home to depress the ever living hell out of you. I hate males in general because they hurt you, they lie to you, and then when they are done throw you away like you are nothing but the trash.