Bring in the new year

Well its another day in cleaning and throwing away shit that I do not need which probally practically everything I own. lol But things are looking up my face has cleared dramatically and I am no longer stressed out and unhappy. Things are not a 100% by no means but at least life has calmed down quite a lot. I don't have to worry about things anymore which is a blessing in disquise I think. Going to be getting a car soon as my tax return papers get here and I will go get my stuff all legit and be riding a car for once instead of riding my bike. Not that it didn't do me any good for my figure which helped keep whatever I was eating off my hips lol. But I am currently losing more weight since I don't feel the need to stuff my face at all which is a good thing. I talked to some good friends online who were pretty cool to chat with even though they were more than slightly intoxicated which I watched them drink glass after glass of sipping whiskey. Damm that is some potent stuff to say the least but hey that's there liver. I stayed up waiting for my brother to help me remove some useless furniture in my kitchen where I will be getting a new table and chairs plus a freezer to store meat and stuff like that. All in all I think I made out like a fat rat since the stuff is free and I don't have to pay a cent!!! I am thinking of getting some flower type stuff to put in the kitchen make it a more earthy feel to it since it is already green and has faeries in it. I think it will add a little more spice to it then just adding some more faerie pictures by Anne Geddess who is one of my favorite baby photograghers who captures babies in all that magical light.

I was thinking for my bedroom to go and make some velvet curtains in there to give it a gothic feel to it. I have this cool candle holder that is old my great grandmother gave me that is silver and slightly tarnished but I think it gives it a gothic feel to it. She is also giving me a bedroom set that is a four poster bed heavy cherry oak furniture that will look pretty awesome given that I refurnish my blankets to a dark cherry red or a burgandy color to set it off just right. Add a few rose gold shiny pillows that I was eyeballing with my mother at the fabric store and I could really have a little get away coming about. Plus add some silk ties to the whole works and you can use your imagination from there. Not like I am dating anyone right now which I think is a major plus. I can get my shit in order and figure out what the hell I am going to do with it. Besides I have friends right now and that is a good thing. Well I am out of here gentle readers stay out of trouble and stay focused.

Another bad day enough said?!!!

Free at last Free at last Thank God Almighty I am free at last

Freedom is the most precious gift anyone could give someone...

Things are really crazy right now and having very little sleep doesn't help.

But at least things are getting better my house is now half way clean tonight I will shampoo the carpets till they are the color they were when I moved in here.

New years spent delivering newspapers in my pj's (winnie the pooh's) which was rainy and miserable which I guess is the way it is supposed to be. The day turned out alright except too many miserable shit at home to depress the ever living hell out of you. I hate males in general because they hurt you, they lie to you, and then when they are done throw you away like you are nothing but the trash.