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Have you ever just felt restless like there is something your supposed to be doing but your not doing it? Its getting worse this feeling maybe its the fact that im stuck in a room with my roommate going around throwing her weight around literally. When she is in those moods we hide from her literally trying to stay out of her way normally its when she has to clean. You can see the aura of her anger coming off her in waves everything just literally pisses her off you cant blame it on pms because she isnt bleeding. Personally I think if she is getting laid and thats not helping her attitude problem than she needs to be medicated. Asking her today to send a recipe to Bryan ended her given me a dirty look and complaining that staying up all night having to type the recipe for a friend really? If looks could kill I would be dead then she storms in my room demanding the email address of Bryan then she shuts the door in my face without a word. Comes back in a while later with its sent and another dirty ass look! She was cussing at Jade for being a kid its like come on she isnt allowed to go watch a show because it would piss off Cassie and Megan went on and on about how Jade was going to annoy Cassie. I was like really are you listening to yourself cuss at my kid like its actually okay to cuss at my child. I pity the kids you have you have no damm patience whatsoever and saying thats its different when you have kids hahaha no that doesnt work and your going to turn into MOMMY DEAREST watch out for the wire hangers. I think the kicker on the cake was when we are sitting at Dinner Table eating the food she prepared and her complaining that since we moved there that her blood pressure being high was our fault. That was like really being overweight has absolutely nothing to do with your health problems? I already know about whatever is supposedly passed down between your gene pool from your parentals but really things would improve if you lost a little bit of weight and werent so damm grouchy all the time. I have watched you literally snap at people in restaurants because they didnt get your food right and im looking at you telling you its not right ME who is way to rude as well but thats going to far. Just because its your house doesnt mean you can be a bitch and its okay literally snapping at everyone like poprocks without ever appologizing I had to tell you to knock it off twice today and you still didnt stop. I went so far as to bring my food in my room and eat it because being in the same room with you was very toxic. I can imagine what Sergio had to go thru with you as you were being rude to him the last days he was in the house. I should of known what you would start doing to us because you can and thinking you have the right to do so. I think people start to forget where they came from and what blessings they have and how lucky they have it. Moral of the story Megan is if you dont have nothing nice to say keep your damm mouth shut its beginning to get out of control. Unless you want me to tell you everytime your being a bitch and calling it out I would suggest you knock it off. I dont even say anything when you dont clean the bathroom that I do everyweek or the kitchen floors being mopped or when your gone the livingroom I clean because I know your not going to do it. I did it alot in the beginning to help you but you took advantage of it until I said something. Now its like your have an attitude about everything you should probally focus more on the fact that one you still havent gotten your Alien Card in my country nor do you plan to because your scared. Your allowing your husband to do everything without so much as really trying to help him what happens if he gets hurt where is the money going to come from.
Enough about psycho roommates who need to be medicated literally cause obviously sex isnt helping her....
I looked for work again called the usual temp agencies hoping they would send me out I want to work gods do I want to get out of her. Tired of being crapped on by my roommate who thinks she is in the right cussing at my kids you should see her face turn red and the profanities spew forth..... Im about ready to give up this overwhelming feeling is continuing only gets worse the more Megan continues her shit makes wish for death. LET ME GET A JOB PLEASE GOD I WANT OUT OF THIS HELL HOLE AND MY BITCHY ROOMMATE. Not cool when your always hiding in your room.
That offer of being someones Mistress being taken cared of, free car, unlimited spending, and roof over my head is looking better and better. All I have to do is have sex not a hard thing to do considering what the pay off is and getting out of here without it ending in ugly words cause its heading that way.
Only thing is I dont want to have sex whats the point really ends the same me usually getting the ugly end of the stick or worse a std <eyes big>. Ever feel like your dammed if you do dammed if you dont cause right now thats what im feeling like this ever heavy weight on my soul that doesnt go away. The saddest thing is that I feel this loneliness like im the only person on the planet more so with Megan being the way she is and us being more distant to each other not by choice I cant stand to be shit on in my own house either and yes its my house as well I pay rent here. She told me not so long ago that I would never be married and I believe her who would have me? No matter how cool I am or how that person might love me hell even James left... She pointed out that Jade would ruin it being bad or Cassie would ruin it just being her can't argue with that kind of logic. So got another text would just really puts my already feeling of hopelessness to its breaking point hows your bj's really people really? Not hi Cassie how are you doing but hows your bjs?! Makes me wonder if there are really aliens posing as human beings because you definetly not human?! No one is ever going to see past my outer shell its going to be the death of me I know it. This hopelessness is growing my mother is depressed and I cant seem to help her fight her way out of it. I dont like that my mother cries or lives on the damm porch in my grandmothers house because my grandma is mean and viscious. She doesnt have the patience for someone who is mentally challenged at the moment. My mother used to be this larger than life person moving mountains and making magic around her. So damm determined she was to try to make it made me wonder where she got her strength from. I have some of it not enough apparently because I somehow lost my mojo or spark and dont know how to get it back. Im going to go to bed probally going to ignore again a lot of people just so I dont have to tell them of my situation its depressing. Hopefully next week Ill get a job and things can start going back to normal where im in my own damm house and can actually make noise in the morning because my roommates stay up all night. Not normal waking up noon everyday sorry its not!
Ever wished that someone would just sweep you off your feet and help you the fuck out of wonderland cause Alice has had enough of the Queen of Hearts she is trying to cut my head off.... Along with everyone else shouldn't of followed that damm rabbit down the hole....
Have you ever just felt restless like there is something your supposed to be doing but your not doing it? Its getting worse this feeling maybe its the fact that im stuck in a room with my roommate going around throwing her weight around literally. When she is in those moods we hide from her literally trying to stay out of her way normally its when she has to clean. You can see the aura of her anger coming off her in waves everything just literally pisses her off you cant blame it on pms because she isnt bleeding. Personally I think if she is getting laid and thats not helping her attitude problem than she needs to be medicated. Asking her today to send a recipe to Bryan ended her given me a dirty look and complaining that staying up all night having to type the recipe for a friend really? If looks could kill I would be dead then she storms in my room demanding the email address of Bryan then she shuts the door in my face without a word. Comes back in a while later with its sent and another dirty ass look! She was cussing at Jade for being a kid its like come on she isnt allowed to go watch a show because it would piss off Cassie and Megan went on and on about how Jade was going to annoy Cassie. I was like really are you listening to yourself cuss at my kid like its actually okay to cuss at my child. I pity the kids you have you have no damm patience whatsoever and saying thats its different when you have kids hahaha no that doesnt work and your going to turn into MOMMY DEAREST watch out for the wire hangers. I think the kicker on the cake was when we are sitting at Dinner Table eating the food she prepared and her complaining that since we moved there that her blood pressure being high was our fault. That was like really being overweight has absolutely nothing to do with your health problems? I already know about whatever is supposedly passed down between your gene pool from your parentals but really things would improve if you lost a little bit of weight and werent so damm grouchy all the time. I have watched you literally snap at people in restaurants because they didnt get your food right and im looking at you telling you its not right ME who is way to rude as well but thats going to far. Just because its your house doesnt mean you can be a bitch and its okay literally snapping at everyone like poprocks without ever appologizing I had to tell you to knock it off twice today and you still didnt stop. I went so far as to bring my food in my room and eat it because being in the same room with you was very toxic. I can imagine what Sergio had to go thru with you as you were being rude to him the last days he was in the house. I should of known what you would start doing to us because you can and thinking you have the right to do so. I think people start to forget where they came from and what blessings they have and how lucky they have it. Moral of the story Megan is if you dont have nothing nice to say keep your damm mouth shut its beginning to get out of control. Unless you want me to tell you everytime your being a bitch and calling it out I would suggest you knock it off. I dont even say anything when you dont clean the bathroom that I do everyweek or the kitchen floors being mopped or when your gone the livingroom I clean because I know your not going to do it. I did it alot in the beginning to help you but you took advantage of it until I said something. Now its like your have an attitude about everything you should probally focus more on the fact that one you still havent gotten your Alien Card in my country nor do you plan to because your scared. Your allowing your husband to do everything without so much as really trying to help him what happens if he gets hurt where is the money going to come from.
Enough about psycho roommates who need to be medicated literally cause obviously sex isnt helping her....
I looked for work again called the usual temp agencies hoping they would send me out I want to work gods do I want to get out of her. Tired of being crapped on by my roommate who thinks she is in the right cussing at my kids you should see her face turn red and the profanities spew forth..... Im about ready to give up this overwhelming feeling is continuing only gets worse the more Megan continues her shit makes wish for death. LET ME GET A JOB PLEASE GOD I WANT OUT OF THIS HELL HOLE AND MY BITCHY ROOMMATE. Not cool when your always hiding in your room.
That offer of being someones Mistress being taken cared of, free car, unlimited spending, and roof over my head is looking better and better. All I have to do is have sex not a hard thing to do considering what the pay off is and getting out of here without it ending in ugly words cause its heading that way.
Only thing is I dont want to have sex whats the point really ends the same me usually getting the ugly end of the stick or worse a std <eyes big>. Ever feel like your dammed if you do dammed if you dont cause right now thats what im feeling like this ever heavy weight on my soul that doesnt go away. The saddest thing is that I feel this loneliness like im the only person on the planet more so with Megan being the way she is and us being more distant to each other not by choice I cant stand to be shit on in my own house either and yes its my house as well I pay rent here. She told me not so long ago that I would never be married and I believe her who would have me? No matter how cool I am or how that person might love me hell even James left... She pointed out that Jade would ruin it being bad or Cassie would ruin it just being her can't argue with that kind of logic. So got another text would just really puts my already feeling of hopelessness to its breaking point hows your bj's really people really? Not hi Cassie how are you doing but hows your bjs?! Makes me wonder if there are really aliens posing as human beings because you definetly not human?! No one is ever going to see past my outer shell its going to be the death of me I know it. This hopelessness is growing my mother is depressed and I cant seem to help her fight her way out of it. I dont like that my mother cries or lives on the damm porch in my grandmothers house because my grandma is mean and viscious. She doesnt have the patience for someone who is mentally challenged at the moment. My mother used to be this larger than life person moving mountains and making magic around her. So damm determined she was to try to make it made me wonder where she got her strength from. I have some of it not enough apparently because I somehow lost my mojo or spark and dont know how to get it back. Im going to go to bed probally going to ignore again a lot of people just so I dont have to tell them of my situation its depressing. Hopefully next week Ill get a job and things can start going back to normal where im in my own damm house and can actually make noise in the morning because my roommates stay up all night. Not normal waking up noon everyday sorry its not!
Ever wished that someone would just sweep you off your feet and help you the fuck out of wonderland cause Alice has had enough of the Queen of Hearts she is trying to cut my head off.... Along with everyone else shouldn't of followed that damm rabbit down the hole....
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